sstucker0809 said...
I want to not talk about the present or the future..., but the past. My one commenter told me she remembered being little, and I thought that would help support my change in topic. Like most of us it took a few experiences to realize that no matter what life keeps moving! Dragging you here and there, and REALLY it's important to understand how to pay attention. I didn't know how, and this is where adulthood took me. It's wonderful now, I'm not complaining, BUT I had dreamt mof being a detective of some sort since the 5th grade. I went from 18-Arizona,an LPA to coming home. 20-WA state-bad relationship, in jail. My new dream of being a cop, down the drain! :(I'm glad I haven't lost all hope, and got myself back together again. Well, after some counseling I'm better. More positive and not so depressed. It was a long-hard road, but MAN, I am thankful!!!!
December 22, 2009 11:06 AM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

SO unlike me
I was thought I could live without. We had a very trying christmas, my boyfriend, his 2 children, and my new daughter. My boyfriend only asks for 25$ a child for child support, we don't even see that! I am a third child so I don't mind hand me outs, but I had ran out of time to registar the kids with the fire department for some hand me outs. What happened b4 x-mas was Alliace1, a collection agency helped themselves to his checking account! We HAD rent, so all in all I had 200.00$ for his family, my family, and our kids. Now throughout the holiday I reminded myself others have it worse, and in the end x-mas turned out! Well, then I thought," yeah she's 4 months, don't need anything, but I guess a feeling of taken advantage of crept over me, and I realized Leona's 1st x-mas was a sham!" I'm really trying to buy a double-wide trailor from my sister, but he doesn't want to work on it.I do know that in the past I can be content with what's new and what's passed down, but now mmy little one is a part of me, and for four and a half years HIS kids have gotten all mmy paychecks, okay a %.Now I want to quit my paycheck job, and just babysit my sisters. This doesn't make sense to me, but it feels right! To spend the time with the child I never thought I could have instead of scrubbing toilets for no reason, minimum wage!!!!
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Monday, December 14, 2009

To Whom it May Concern:Welcome to my bloggin spot! I can't wait to hear your experiences! I'm having trouble right now with life moving on. I can't seem to keep my blog registered! My class is moving forward and I'm falling behind, a little. I'm hoping this one works. I'm tried of resetting it!Anywho, for the most part I appreciate how new days just keep coming! It is a reminder of how you must continue on! It is okay for anyone to mourne, but you have to always remember that tomorrow also needs you. Whether I'm living for myself or not, I love the excuse that tomorrow is another day! Thank you!
Posted by sstucker0809 at 10:24 AM 1 comments
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Where Am I?

Hello, lovely to have you read this. I am a student, and I'm having trouble with my blog!!! The new year is here and I feel anxious. I want to buy a double-wide trailor for my daughter, fiance, my soon-to-be stepchildren,and myself. I also want to pay off some debt, change my hours at work, get a loan, and get this bloggin down. Gee, I want to also get a head start on my final projects for school, I want my daughter to like eating baby food and breast milk, and I want to keep my house organized by getting a bin for her outgrown clothes I plan on keeping!
Can you do some freewriting on the subject"I Want!"? See how many things you actually comme up with! It was fun, but mmy goodness! I think my 5 month old has changed me somehow or maybe the new year? I am so not me lately! I'm not too bothered by it neither, though. I feel I'm keeping on my toes!!
Thank you! Happy 1st 2 wks of new year!