Saturday, January 9, 2010

SO unlike me
I was thought I could live without. We had a very trying christmas, my boyfriend, his 2 children, and my new daughter. My boyfriend only asks for 25$ a child for child support, we don't even see that! I am a third child so I don't mind hand me outs, but I had ran out of time to registar the kids with the fire department for some hand me outs. What happened b4 x-mas was Alliace1, a collection agency helped themselves to his checking account! We HAD rent, so all in all I had 200.00$ for his family, my family, and our kids. Now throughout the holiday I reminded myself others have it worse, and in the end x-mas turned out! Well, then I thought," yeah she's 4 months, don't need anything, but I guess a feeling of taken advantage of crept over me, and I realized Leona's 1st x-mas was a sham!" I'm really trying to buy a double-wide trailor from my sister, but he doesn't want to work on it.I do know that in the past I can be content with what's new and what's passed down, but now mmy little one is a part of me, and for four and a half years HIS kids have gotten all mmy paychecks, okay a %.Now I want to quit my paycheck job, and just babysit my sisters. This doesn't make sense to me, but it feels right! To spend the time with the child I never thought I could have instead of scrubbing toilets for no reason, minimum wage!!!!
Posted by sstucker0809 at 6:34 PM 0 comments
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Monday, December 14, 2009

To Whom it May Concern:Welcome to my bloggin spot! I can't wait to hear your experiences! I'm having trouble right now with life moving on. I can't seem to keep my blog registered! My class is moving forward and I'm falling behind, a little. I'm hoping this one works. I'm tried of resetting it!Anywho, for the most part I appreciate how new days just keep coming! It is a reminder of how you must continue on! It is okay for anyone to mourne, but you have to always remember that tomorrow also needs you. Whether I'm living for myself or not, I love the excuse that tomorrow is another day! Thank you!
Posted by sstucker0809 at 10:24 AM 1 comments
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